| EMO blog.
i dont know how to really start this blog off since i'm not at all EMO. i'm actually a guy who likes to have fun and just kick it with my friends. maybe that's how i'll start this off. with my friends...
friends
the whole 3 years i was at bell i had the friends i always wanted. kids that i wanted to spend my teenage life with. someone who could relate with my life because we grew up together. i found these people at Bell. they treated me like i wanted to be treated, well except them gangsta people. they kinda beat me up once in awhile. haha anyways back to the regular social kids, yeah they were the best. it was sad to lose some of them to UC, PATRICK HENRY, SCPA and EASTLAKE like lee (even if he is an ass), jed, megan, micha, ate tine, ate ly, ricky, nilo and grip more. i'd like to thank them for everything they've given to me. friendship, respect and trust. the friends i have now will never be forgotten. i know i didnt get to hang out with a lot of you guys because i had ASB issues (thanks for the votes as freshmen pres) but thanks for understanding. i did the best i could to make time for all of you. i even made some new friend in the process. never knew albert a. the buddy and even khiela. i actually had fun with them and i even started to crush on one of them. started bigger relationships with different people and i opened up to a lot of them. libby the kid and marilynn the giiirlfrien, and brenda the lover and khiela the boo, thuan the novio and jackie the princess Let me just say, thanks for some of the best years. i'll miss all you guys.
moving on
"everyday we go to school and see everyone in their usual seat in their usual class. but, at the end of the year we had to go in our seperate ways and maybe never see each other again." i know i wont see any of you guys next year if i went to high tech high. the seats will prolly have some cushion to support my back and i wont get to enjoy with any of you guys. i'm gonna have to laugh on the inside knowing your back hurts in 5 period. haha. as we move on though, we just need to take it one step at a time. it's what i'm trying to do to cope with the stress of being a teen. you know you have stress when your worried about getting a good job to support your family in the future, trying so hard to get the grades to get into a UC and trying to make time to hang with the friends you miss. and i thought about it and "there's always a chance to think twice about anything. but never take a chance when it comes to something that's not even worth trying. life is hard and you will make it harder if you damage your life now." and the answer from all my thinking and using that smart quote is that going to high tech will probably benefit me in the future. but i know to all of you, your probably saying but it's up to the student to make his or her life good, i know and i took it into consideration. i have to go to high tech, not morse or uc just because my friends are there, i have to go to a school that will help me in relieving my stress. haha you have to read this whole thing to understand my stress. well i hope you understood me and where i'm coming from..i hope to see you guys soon.
the moments and crushes
which one should i start with. ok crushes. man i had to much game this year and the past 3 years at bell. i've liked to many people. ok here's the list. dont laugh at me:
7th grade 8th grade 9th grade
britney torrean alyssa acfalle khiela achurra
amabelle delacruz liana cabigas sarah feliciano
christy vaflor stephanie llaga lorie liwanag
alejandra diaz jainee ordonio laura martinez
meghan mina tia phonn marilynn mayoyo
shela rapiado jackie punzal
jessica sanchez lady samson
darlene duarte jackie serrano
brenda guzman
haha i know what all you boys are thinking, damn this guy is gonna grow up to be a molester. haha but you guys probably liked the same girls. what now. and to all the girls whose names are on my list, sorry but it was the hormones i swear. but all of you did look pretty. thanks for the times haha..
now on to moments. brenda first. ok brenda first of all i would like to say sorry for not going out with you after all the things you've done for me. the kiss on that very scary night haha. and the random pictures you took of me were ugly and the belt buckle, i will never forget who gave me that. if i made you cry i'm sorry again. i just had two other girls. i swear the talks we had were true. what i said to you came from my heart and i treasure what we had. can we continue some other day? marilynn next. hey giiirlfriend, hey boyfriend is how we started most convos. i enjoyed them and i say again that what i said came from my heart. i meant it all. thanks for the great bus ride. i'm still wondering what you were thinking then. i sure would like to know. thanks for the random smiles that could brighten anyone's days. i wanted to do so many things with you. you were there to answer my call when i wanted a girlfriend. i still dont have one, so sad. i knew i held back and i'm sorry for that. let's take what we have and keep on going. i hope to just chill with you once in a while my very first girl to call a giiirlfriend. haha. and lastly khiela. hey boo what's up is what i tried to say everytime i saw you. i dont know how to tell you this, but you have to know what you want in life. is it andre or me. if andre is being bad then end it, i dont know what's holding you back. i know i should've kissed you at semi, i didn't know if you wanted it. now that i do, i regret not doing it. all the things we said and i said i meant. did you? let's stop lying to each other now, and to ourselves. i knew i liked you, did you..
so i'll end it here. for all the people i didn't say bye to at freshmen breakfast i'm so sorry. good bye class of '07. we'll reunite one day..thanks for everything
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